Just for nothing

I feels everything is changing now even though the things are nearest me. Sometime I feels why it will happen on me and how I just can solve it well but I no idea then at the end just equal to nothing. I trying to make myself happy ,excited but in deeply of my heart feels darkness, lonely. I know its problem. I suppose to see a psychology doctor. Only he or she can knows what happen in my heart. I confused! I hate myself at all. Maybe I am the one unwanted child so I just can get the happiness but I cannot feel it. I believe in Supernatural power. Maybe is God wants me to know HE is trying to teach how to do in my whole life, to learn polite, to learn everything what I supposed to learn. It maybe is my responsibilities or HE responsibilities. I don't care about it as I will follow what HE give and I just follow and do a little changed in that. "Never try,never know!!"

愤怒中

我的正面和我的反面是两个人

时间的流逝

我恨我当初的决定！我很一切的后果！我更加恨自己为何为难自己！
我愿佛言道：“恨，只让内心增加罪恶感！与其恨他人，为何不祝福他人？”
我愿佛言道：“一切事与物都让它自己烟消云散吧！”
我愿佛言道：“让自己开心不仅仅让自己开心，也让周围的他人们都开心！”

耶稣曾经也说过：“我爱我的孩子即使你不是信奉于我！”

我看见了

哈哈..我开始做坏事了..
刚刚看完以前的故事，感觉就像是你写给我的一样，可是，我很确定，不是！哈哈XD
虽然不是，可是，我也不在乎你说想的..对号入座，不是一个好方法!!! 哈哈XD
认识你，是我的荣幸！ 可是，我也知道是我的遗憾！我不想有些什么事发生后，到无法改变地田地.. 不用尽的！你确实不再是一个人了！ 你身后，有很多人给予你鼓励！那，你就加油吧！ 为你自己的将来，开一个美丽的片头剧！ 往后的我们，见面一定会有的！如果没有，那就是代表“缘”不予我们！哈哈XD

当一切不再是秘密的时候

说容易，但是做呢？无论如何挣扎，伤害还是存在的。因为这就是现实的世界。但是，简单、朴素的生活就够了？这还是不知知数。。。这一切还需等待以后才能改变！